Monday, May 18, 2009

Just Friends =[

DADE! Let's talk about Dade....everyone I am so confused, I no longer know if he likes me or if I'm just a Buddy...I mean I really thought that he did like me, as more then just a friend...or maybe I could be reading way to much in to things...But, he did ask me to be this girlfriend a few times, I swear the way he looks at me sometimes...really makes me think that he is in to me. You know when you are just looking though your friends' myspace cause your board....well I was just looking at his and I saw a few comments from his ex girlfriend...calling him "Baby" and saying things like, "I love you". I looked at his staus and it still said "single" I never get jealous so this is pretty freaky to me. My god, how could I let myself get this way over a guy?

...Maybe I don't like him? Maybe I only thought that I did cause I thought he liked me? If that's that case well then...thank GOD. I will be able to get over it as soon as he starts going out with that girl....You know what? I want him to go out with her. I don't want to have feelings for him...I want him to be happy...and I want to forget that I ever felt like his and we can go back to just being friends. And I will just be his buddy and I will be happy with just that!

I am not going to feel this way anymore...I am not going to feel for him...I am not going to want him...I am not going to care for him as anything more then just a friend....For now on he will only be my buddy...and I will just want to be friends...I can do this....I'm not the type of girl who get this way...I will just want to be friends.
Friends
That's it
Nothing more
YUP
No feelings for him WHAT so ever
Well
The end
Heh

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