The only thing that hurts more than a goodbye is not getting one

...Thanks

Really Dade...you're the best.
Jerk.
I guess I didn't deserve a good-bye? A lie works just as well I guess right?

It's been months since our break-up. And yet I still think about him. I thought that I still had feeling for him...however the more I thought about the more I realized yeah I do...just not in the "I want to be with you" sort of way.
It's more of an I wish I got a good bye.

I really valued the friendship he and I had... I knew it was a mistake to go out with him... I really did. But he asked me out several times so silly me I thought he wouldn't hurt me...I wasn't in love but I think that if we stayed together a little longer I may have started to fall in love with him. But no the relationship really wasn't a relationship at all.

Silly me.


ugh I hate how theses blog posts make me sound!!!!!! I'm not like this in real life...I'm always happy...like reading this you would think that I wear black all the time never smile at all...but that really isn't the case!

I'm always smiling. Everything that I own is like from pinkice.com or forever21... ugh so crazy the things that come out when you're writing.

Looking at me you would never think that I dropped out of high school, you would never think I smoked...you would never think I was unhappy.